first love

 nothing.... I don't know... why my feeling like this......
my first love was merried now.. but why I still think to came back whit him again....
 God berdosa sekali jika aku melakukan itu.... dy sudah menjadi suami orang...

 kenapa sampai sekarang belum ada yang menggantikan dy di hatiku...
kenapa tak ada yang mau mengisi kekosongan hatiku....
 tersiksa.. batinku...ini..
sendiri..sendiri lagi.... tak pernah ada yang menemani hati ini

God if I can hoping..
 I hope in my life will come someone who can make me happy .....this time,  now...not latter or tommorow...
I hope...
couse I don't want to thing about him again..